Sometimes people with big dreams can’t see far enough into the future to know what lies ahead. If you could, would you still make the same choices, commitments and comments in your life? Probably not 100% the same which is probably why many of us cannot see into the future. When I started this blog, I had a lot more “free” time, a lot less stress and tons of energy and excitement. Sadly, my “free” time is almost zero now between the holidays, taking on a lot of new responsibilities at work and getting ready for our new baby to arrive in just 110 days (not that I’m counting or anything…). Of course the new baby and new things at work also add to the stress; so does being sick for the past five weeks and falling so far behind on just about everything in my life. Example? My baby turned five last Sunday and his party was thrown together in less than a week. Between being at Disney and my being sick, I didn’t have the time to put more effort into it. Thankfully everyone had a good time in the end but I still felt bad about not putting more time into the day.
Right now, I just totally feel like a failure. I haven’t blogged nearly as much as I’d like to. It’s not that I don’t have ideas – I’ve got a whole list!! I just don’t always have the time or energy at the end of the day (or any day) to write. Believe it or not, it really makes me sad not to be writing more. I love writing and this blog has been such a great outlet for me. I also don’t feel like I’m keeping up with other commitments I’ve made and I hate letting people down. One thing I’m trying hard to work on is getting back into writing mode and making the time to write a post or two every day. Hopefully getting back into a routine will help me.
So if you’re still out there, thank you for being patient with me. And if you’re not, I can’t say that I blame you one bit! Hopefully you’ll give me another chance one of these days. I also want to apologize to those I’ve let down and say again that I’m truly sorry.